Recovery...

I am slowly recovering from surgery....I had no idea that it would be this painful and slow to recover from carpel tunnel surgery..the surgery was on my right hand...FYI..I am RIGHT handed...so I am so freakin' helpless with most everything. And now the stitches are itching...I have 7 of them in the palm of my hand....I can not write or grip anything.....I was told it can take up to 7 weeks for me to be able to grip anything...it REALLY REALLY sucks...I am typing with my left hand...so since I am very slow at this time..I will leave for now...love , peace and many blessings to all.

10 days without internet.......

I am so excited to have my internet back, just as an FYI we moved over a week ago and were just now able to get the phone company out to hook up our phone and internet...it has been a long 10 days.

As for everything else, my oldest started drivers ed classes today....that is a scary thought....his birthday is Thursday and he will be 15. So we had to celebrate his birthday yesterday on Sunday. All he wanted was to go out and eat and give him money to go shopping. As we are eating diner at his favorite restaurant, TJ my middle son (the one with autism) started to make funny noises, we were not sure what he was doing until he collapsed on the floor and was turning blue. Needless to say he was not playing he was choking and I had to preform the Heimlich on him....thank God he is okay ...I an still a nervous wreck and am scared to let him eat without him in my sight.

And for other news..I am having surgery on Friday, so I am not sure if I will be on here much for awhile...I have nerve damage in my wrist from carpel tunnel syndrome, so now I have to have surgery on it so it does not get any worse. I have really had to set back and look at life over that past few weeks and all I can say is...man what a ride it has been..it has to get better..so I am gonna try to look on the more positive side for awhile and see what happens. Peace, love and happiness to all till next time.

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY !!!!!!

I wanted to wish everyone a HAPPY 4TH OF JULY...after Thursday I might not be on here for a few days..we are moving on the 4th...(o what fun that will be)...and just as a FYI..I am not longer in nursing school...I quit. In a lot of ways I am relieved and in a lot of ways I am pissed. I can not really describe the way I feel at this moment. So much crap has happened since we moved here. Things have worked out for everyone in this family except....ME....I still don't understand it. So instead of wallowing in my own self pity...I wanted to wish everyone a great holiday weekend. Wishing everyone many blessings, love and peace.