Okay, first of all moving to NC was one of the WORST mistakes of my life....I hate it here and it is effecting my marriage....I have NO friends here and my oldest is in so MUCH trouble with the law, school and pretty much everyone around. I have prayed but nothing is working...I am working at a job that I hate, my husband is in a dead end job..out good credit in now really, really bad. I am ready to have my phone turned off to avoid the bill collectors, I want to pay them, we just don't have to money. Things really suck..I was diagnosed with high blood pressure 2 weeks ago and I am now taking medication for it....I never had high blood pressure until we moved here. I am to the point of not knowing what to do....I really don't know what to do anymore. things have just went down hill and I do not see the light at the end of the tunnel. I want my old life back!!!!
On a good note, my middle son made straight A's on his report card and my youngest made all A's and B's...my oldest the one with an IQ of 127 is failing 4 subjects...
Me and my husband have talked about going back to OH, but there is nothing there for us..at least that is how he puts it...I feel like there is..but he will not agree to go back...not sure why..his family lives there. I was happy there..but not here. I have really tried...I have to set and wonder if I am meant to be unhappy....I don't want to leave my husband just to move back to OH. Life really just sucks right now..I have had nothing but bad luck since moving to this freakin' state....I really hate it. Sorry to vent but I needed to before I screamed.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Sorry ya'll I need to vent........
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I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. I completely understand the value and importance of venting. I like to remember that eventually we do find the bottom of the seemingly "bottomless" pit of misfortune, and its only up from there. Remember that there are always people who love you, even if you can't touch them, you can feel their love even from afar. If you ever need someone to talk to or vent to you can call me. I will send you my phone number through facebook. sending you a smile :) love, molly
oh i am so sorry you're so sad. i know this has been so hard on you. i know you're really tried and I totally get it. sometimes when things go really wrong, all you want is to be "home" wherever it is for each person, you know? i'm sorry that you both can't come to terms more easily. i know that you love him and don't want to leave him. it's hard about your boy as well. makes the situation more complex. email if you need to anytime. i will be thinking of you.
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