Ok, today I have no pictures or really anything cute to say...Life this past week really sucks...My son with autism is really having a hard time, his meds are not working any more and so he is like a bottle rocket ready to explode..we are starting him on new meds and treatments..so keep your fingers crossed. And now onto another part that sucks...I made a trip to Ohio over the weekend and was supposed to meet up with some friends..but after the plans were made..no one showed up..I drove 7 seven hours for nothing...I am hurt, pissed, and very disappointed....Life in NC sucks as well...I can not find child care anywhere for my kids so I can start back to nursing school....so even after all the crap I went through I still might not get to go....I hate it here......I visited my birth-mother while I was in Ohio and well..the visit started out pretty good then ended up in a shouting match....we will never have a relationship that a mother and daughter should have...I quit trying at this point in my 38 yrs of life...it is not worth it. I have so much bad feelings locked inside me right now that I feel like I want to scream...and of course my husband doesn't understand....he is a man why would he....
Thursday, April 17, 2008
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It is sometimes hard to relate to a situation when you have never been in the situation yourself. Your husband has family that are family. You and I on the other hand have made our friends our family. We understand the problems of yelling with blood instead of being able to have civil conversations with our family. We have known each other now for OMG more than 20 yrs UGH and we are closer than any of our blood is to us.
You know i love you and you know that no matter what (even without having a phone at times. lol)I am always there for you. Even if it is to vent.
LYS
Sherry
your complaint is extremely valid. i can relate on a very small level only. while married to a military man, we moved to a small town. my family is not close nit, so where ever me and my man/eventually children are is home. it was still very hard to adjust without my support system. my girls, you know? it's so hard and I feel for you so much. then with all the stuff with your boys as well. so very overwhelming. i will be thinking of you and hoping that you find some childcare. I have had to move to find childcare before. not fun.
I'm so sorry. Life sure is hard a lot but I'm praying for you that it will get better soon! Hang in there. I'm barely hanging in there too. We will make it!!
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