Today and the past week has been an up and down roller coaster of emotions, I have happy, sad, mad and really pissed off several times....I am tired because of all the crap. I am now working full time with a BIG retail chain, but I did not ask for full time, I did not want full time, I don't have time for a full time job. If that makes sense. My husband loves his classes he is taking, and he likes his job, the kids love there schools and have made friends. I should be happy, but I am not. Not completely. I am going to talk with my employer tomorrow about cutting my hours. Hopefully I will still have a job. But on the up side I am meeting with the dean of admissions at a nearby college to see if they will take my credits from OU. This has been the ONLY college in this freakin' state to consider transferring my credits from OU. I loved NC growing up, I spent a lot of time here as a child, but now I am not sure I like this place, it is like the whole state has it in for me. For example, I have been a CNA since 1995, and this state is making me retest, because they will not accept my certification from the state I moved from. I think that is crazy. I guess that is how my life goes, sorry I had to make this a long one but I have to vent.
Thursday, November 8, 2007
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hi there, sorry to spam you I came accross your blog when I clicked movies "anything funny" from mine and there you were. (does that make sense?)
anyway I just thought you could use some support today. Well not exactly just today, but I just found you today.
you will think this is stupid but my recommendation is running out to get the Mary Poppins DVD. I know that sounds completely rediculous but hear me out. I hadn't seen it in years but we watched it this last Sunday with my 2 year old. Mary Poppins didn't take any crap from anyone. Chin up and get on with it. Take what life gives you and choke it down- sugar or not, it's always your call. I've had a new look on not only parenting this week but myself as a woman.
I hope that you don't think I'm completely crazy (although one dr. did diagnose me as bi-p) so ok I maybe a little, but I really hope you have a better week, month, year!
Please comment back to me if you would like to link to my blog, I would love to keep up with you.
ps. just out of sisterly concern, have you looked into anti-depressants? I owe my life to them. honestly. it's just a thought.
thanks for the post, I am glad someone actually read my post..thats makes me feel good. just knowing that someone took the time to read it. I will have to rent the movie, ya never know it might help...lol. and yes women to women I am on anti-depressants..not sure they are working very well...lol..I will link you to my blog as well....
I know don't you love comments!
well go get the movie and if you been on the meds over 2 months get your booty back to your dr and change it up!
it has been over 5 months now....and yes i love comments, and I have added you to my friends list....and I also love to look at other peoples blogs....
with out being a nosey pain in the butt, if you are still feeling like you were i think it would be a great idea to see your doc again. after all we aren't "perfect" (LOL) but if mama ain't happy...
take care of you, if for nothing else than your sons need a happy mom. take care, have a great weekend.
I'm sorry I haven't taken time to read your blog lately. I need to put a link to it on my blog so I will check it. You'd think with my 3yr old now in Special Ed Preschool, I would have more time...yeah right. I agree with practically perfect on the anti-depressants issue...if you get on the right ones you should see a difference. Hang in there!! You are doing a great job.
hey there, i'm sorry but i just deleted your comment you just left. it was very supportive to me, but would have not been good tomorrow while i am asking for forgivness. it has been a very hurtful evening and i feel responsible for others opinions on my blog.
stupid, ya but what are we gonna do. had you been all caught up that annie was leaving comments on my post??
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